Monday, May 9, 2011

berakhir segalanya...

tepat kul 12 tgaari semlm, alhmdulilah... selesai sudah... ape yg selesai??? hehe.. final exam la... apo lagi.. oooooo

7 subjek.. 6 final... mcm nk mati jew... ish, nyna x baek ckp mcm uh.. sory2...

tp 6 paper final uh.. alhmdulilah, syukur sgt2.. segalanya di lalui mngikut jadual.. fuhhh, penat lelah bertarung (mcm bertarung dgn nyawa lak) utk final, berakhir semlm... gerrr.. happy??? semestinya la... hee, but well.. jgn nk yakin sgt mcm last sem... bljr dr kesilapan lalu.. so sem nie sy harp yg terbaek jew.. ade rezeki adalah...

mcm mne exm??? mcm uh la.. hahaha... bljr, n mengingat.. mnguji and di uji.. sometimes teruji... oooo.. x phm?? ce pndekkn cite.. hahaha... buat uh bole, btol or salah uh x tau lak... tgok jew nati... fisrt paper start dgn fin 426 (banking operation).. we are the first batch yg amek paper nie.. but alhmdulilah... its about banking kn.. so, owkey la.. x de la senang mcm mkn kcg.. ade jew yg susahnyer... tp bole la jwp... (sebb sy teringat budk2 jengka kata susah, so otk nie pon terset la " mesti susah" ) tp percaya la.. klu kita da belajar, n berusaha serta tawakal... insyallah sumenyer memihak pada kite (nie housemate yg ckp)

after paper fin, sy fly ke melaka... meet my boy.. buat ape??? study la... xkn nk dating (smbil mnyelam minum air sebenarnye) kebetulan gap utk paper yg kedua uh seminggu.. so bole la kesana... ape buat??? ktorg study HRM (second paper sy, but first paper dia) dan jgk study OPM( paper ke 5 sy, but last paper dia)... i love this moment.. hahahah.. even jauh, it is not a big prob.. coz ktorg study.. so sy da cover paper opm (utk calculation kt sane) HRM (separuh bku)..

masuk paper ke-2 and yg seterusnye gap dekat2.. selang sehari la, ade uh xde gap lgsg.. mncbr btol... time uh muke cnfrm ketat gyler... bygkn, housemate kata nk dgr suara sy time final memg payah.. heeee...

tp yg paling sy suke adlh FIN 420... gerrrr... buat past year bnyk2.. tp bila time ktorg, uh lain..lain... x di jangka... n x terjangka... hahahaha

last paper lg best... seharian sy emo... memg emo gyler la... dgn majok dgn boy sy (sbb dye balik dlu, xmo tngu..) lps uh, dgn trauma nyer... bile study, teringat masa lalu... ahh, menghantui btol... i call my mom, utk dptkn spirit n motivate.. know what.. dgr jew suara bonda, aumomatic meleleh air mata... nages.. heee.. i fill wory tht time...

x berhasil jgk.. i call my close frnd (classmate) uda, hee.. x pyh bnyk2.. i dgr jew she say helo... terus nages lagi... memg xde keje la asyk nk nages jew.. gerr... bile dye ckp i can do it, n no need to worries, bertmbh la risau... hahahha..

xde keje lg.. study but x masuk... i call my bff, yana.. mkcik nie usah cite... tau2 jew i have a prob.. nyna try kwl suara... buat2 ceria.. but she can feel it.. dye tnye nape.. nyna jwp offical " xde pape.. owkey" tp dye kata sy tipu.. memg pon... hahaha.. nyna story kt dye... then dye jwp.. i know u can.. nyna kn pndai.. dpt DL... bile dgr.. tu dlu.. time diploma... msuk dgree byg uh da ilang.. huaaa...

next, study???? x pon... i call my bff jengka.. si nad n teha... nad memg hati kering btol... org tga sedih.. dye bole gelak2 lg... da uh, bole lak cite mcm mne dye jwp paper b.o.. cite psl akib (kwn dip) yg x pulgkn buku dia... hahaha.. time uh, sedih pon da x mcm sedih.. dok gosip dgn nad..

tp dgn teha lain lak... bila nyna ckp nyna risau.. n need motivate... dye bole g jerit kuat2 .. then ayat dye yg nyna tersentuh, bile dye ckp psl boy dye (naqi).. kata teha:

" kira owkey la lagi ko bole amek, naqi uh.. da x bole buat pape.. keje jew la.. gunekn la peluang yg ada sebaiknya"

yesss... itu la... gune kn peluang yg ada sebaiknya... bandingkn nasib ku n naqi.. im lucky... so, bersyukur la....

time uh x pk pnjg... dok ngadap buku... yg sy tau, sy nk jwp exm esok (last paper tu) dgn jayanya... xmo pk mslh lain... hee... tp x ley jgk.. emo dgn boy x satel lg... bile pnt sgt lyn perasaan, smpai ptg uh sy tertido... hahaha... yg x masuk dek akal adlh.. sy mimpikn boy sy.. ngok la.. bgun2 jew... bnda pertama yg sy buat adlh msg dye.. haa, time uh da x pk majok.. cume nk tau dye ok or x... after that owkey da...

so sekarang.. sume nyer da berakhir... exm da abez.. da merdeka... 4 buln cuti.. da xtau nk bt ape... hmmm,. cuti lame2 pon xbest... gerrr...

p/s: selamat bercuti semester korg... n gud luck buat yg masih ade paper lg :P


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